Anonymou$ - Thoughts Lyrics

Ok look I gotta question
Is it normal to think a million thoughts 24/7
Oh not really i'm just checking
Im obsessing
Second guessing
All this stressing
It's amazing
All im chasing
Alright look at the chart
It's actually wiser to not ask for wisdom
But for a good heart
Sometimes i feel like i'm smart
But other times i feel like I'm dumb
My Thoughts are making me numb
Mind moving like a game of chess
Yes i know i'm a mess i know I'm mess
So i just sit write what's on my chest
Doubt feeling like i got no choice
Hate this arguing back and forth
Make situations in my mind
Before they happen in real time
Yeah you asking me what is my best skill
Making mountains out of mole hills
Why don't you voices just chill cause
Sometimes i feel like i am winning
Sometimes i feel like i am losing
Sometimes i feel like my strength is sinking
Maybe it's just all of this overthinking
Ye look around always feeling like people are judging

Like what did i what did i what did i do
Ye these are the thoughts that i chew
Like what did i what did i what did i do
Ye these are the thoughts that i chew
What did i what did i do
Ye these are the thoughts that i chew
Ye these are the thoughts that
Yeah these are the thoughts that i

Sometimes they making me blue
All these thoughts in my mind
When people are around good ideas are hard to find
Smarts in my head crowd shows up i go blind
What is the answer what is the sum i don't know
It is not even remotely fun when everyone thinking you are dumb
It's not as bad as it really seems
Feel like they hating me, bad self esteem
Gets so bad i'm questioning
I'm Questioning everything
What do their intentions mean
Guess this just satan's scheme
How i even got here i ponder
Then my mind starts to wander
Trying to get all these thoughts out the gutter
To try to understand my thinking oh brother
Thats Like Trying to understand abrand new color
There's been bad ideas that I've thought
Yeah Sinful thoughts that i've fought
Feelings i'm bad at talking about
I don't wanna whine and pout
So I just sit and write em out
I trust in him then i got doubt
Think i'm this think i'm not
Love and hate what i jot
My self image all distraught
Listen to lies then listen what's true
You can really tell God's got plans in you
When the devils making your thoughts askew
Thinking good things then it feels blue
Thinking the ways I lack
Train of thought off track
Feeling satan's attacks
Ye I'm always feeling a people are judging

Like what did i do theses are the thoughts I chew
Yeah these are the thoughts that I chew
Yeah these are the thoughts that I chew ye ye ye
What did I did I what did I do
These are the thoughts that I chew chew chew chew
What did i what did i do
What did i do what did i do
These are the thoughts that chew

What is my name it remains anonymous
Yeah I'm just asking Jesus that he would give my mind focus
Been telling my Bad thoughts don't you dare so this is my prayer
Make my thoughts be made new
Help me give praise to you
Yeah i understand my thinking is not a good trait
LORD help me think on Philippians 4:8