[ Featuring BURDN ]
I knew I couldn't say it
Staring blankly at the screen
Choosing happy emojis
I knew I couldn't say it
How your silence is my fear
How you've lately disappeared
Cause you'd say you were just tired
And you're being selfless
So you pushed me away further, oh
And I'd say "Okay, no problem"
I've been disappointed
And I think I can handle it from you again
(How?)
How can your sunshine puts you in the dark?
How come your shiniest thing's your sharpest knife?
And the one you keep your eyes on blurs you out?
Blurs me out
Don't ask me how
This soft spot remains soft
After you scratched it way too many times
You were a glimpse of warmth
Now I'm burned down by your fire
Maybe it's my fault
To count on us
I knew I could've said it
How this thing is scaring me
It's been idling in my brain
I'll be here when you get lonely
But I can't be your everything
What if you need your own space?
But you said you were just tired
Well I'm just being selfless
Don't want you to take my burdens
Oh, and you don't get my perspective
Maybe silence tells it better (It won't tell it better)
And a little less than later we'll be good again
(How?)
How can your sunshine puts you in the dark?
How come your shiniest thing's your sharpest knife?
And the one you keep your eyes on blurs you out?
Blurs me out
Don't ask me how
This soft spot remains soft
After you scratched it way too many times
You were a glimpse of warmth
Now I'm burned down by your fire
Maybe it's my fault
To count on us
I've learned your texting style
Your laughing line
Your wake-up time
But still the truth isn't out
It's a few words apart
And each time when we called
I was halfway from saying it all
Ain't gonna ruin your night
But it's not like I lied
I wish you could have known
I got into depressive mode
To figure which kind of sign
Would get through to your mind
I know that I've been yours
Don't think this could ever go wrong
But I'm too scared to be like
Someone you cannot like
(How?)
How can your sunshine puts you in the dark?
How come your shiniest thing's your sharpest knife?
And the one you keep your eyes on blurs you out?
Blurs me out
Don't ask me how
This soft spot remains soft
After you scratched it way too many times
You were a glimpse of warmth
Now I'm burned down by your fire
Maybe it's my fault
To count on us
