[ Featuring Echoes ]
I couldn't let this go if I tried
Struggled for the better part of five years
Here I was thinking that part of me died
I only found different ways of giving into my fears
Staring at this empty apartment
And I don't know where the time's gone
Unpacking in the room I grew up in
Doubling back where I've moved on
It's a hideous feeling
Letting it all go to your head
It's a hideous feeling
Waking up sweating in the bed you've made
Through a series of bad decisions and tunnel vision
It's a hideous feeling to know
You're all alone at the end of the day
Hated feeling I was stuck in one place
Yet tried to hold onto just a trace of
Something familiar, something that's mine
We've been to hell and back and that's just fine
But I'm trapped here in a cage that I built
Can you figure me out? Cuz I never will
I swear I'm hard wired with hesitation
And all roads lead back to isolation
Now these walls are burning down around me
But I just pretend that I can't see
Now these walls are burning down around me
But I just pretend that I can't see
And I just pretend I can't
It's a hideous feeling
Letting it all go to your head
It's a hideous feeling
Waking up sweating in the bed you've made
Through a series of bad decisions and tunnel vision
It's a hideous feeling to know
You're all alone at the end of the day
