[ Featuring Billie Eilish ]
Yeah
I slipped into a funk
It's like I'm jugglin' more than at once
Can't explain it cause I think the damage is already done
Lookin' up for something that ain't there but I hope that it comes
How much pain and sufferin' does one just got to go through huh
My hands are shakin' and I'm feelin' numb
It just doesn't matter if I duck or hide or book or run
It's just in my mind and it f*cks with everything I have done
I just wish when I whenever I'm asleep, I ain't wakin' up
Because I'm barely breathin', my heart is racin' but I f*ckin' take it
Like a slap to the face 'cause there ain't no way that I can say it
I'm impatient but I barely can go through another day of this hell that I'm raising
I just don't know what is gonna save me
I be arguing with myself, as crazy as it sounds
I be speakin' to somebody but there ain't no one around
I just feel like the ground is gonna collapse and I'm going down
I just don't know if there's really a way to get up now but
Sometimes man, it's talks to me and it makes me feel insane
But why can't it just get out of my brain
Just get out of my of brain
I don't know what it wants from me, but it always brings me pain
So why can't it just get out of my brain
Just get out of my brain
I traveled different roads, went through different lanes
Somedays I just feel like I'm invisible to people and takes
All my credibility and throws it in a burnin' flame
All I'm sayin', is you should care when someone's havin' pain
But it seems like I've lost every person that I have had
I would throw 'em into the dirt and as of now just lookin' back at the Therapy LP
When I had no reason to attack, all of my friends
I am sorry for the way that I would act
I'm a take bath in my sins and bury all the hatchets
And act like nothin' ever just happened
See if you think that I live a perfect life, you better get your asses checked
Cause I don't wake up f*ckin' happy or glad and I don't care
I'll trade every f*ckin' thing that I have in
You can take all of my shoes and take the car that I'm driving
All I did was ask to God for a friend to vibe with
But now is seems all I got is a monster in my head but
Sometimes man it's talks to me and it makes me feel insane
But why can't it just get out of my brain
Just get out of my of brain
I don't know what it wants from me, but it always brings me pain
So why can't it just get out of my brain
Just get out of my brain
It's kinda funny, I ain't never been the one to vent
Never was the type to ever open up and stand
For anyone who ever feels like they ain't had a chance
I am here lendin' out my hand
Please tell me there is someone like me, I ain't tryin' to dwell
I just feel like I be battlin' with time and hell
You're lyin' to yourself, quit cryin' and find health
You wrote Dying 2 Live, now you are dyin' for help
Now when the moment is over and no more weight on your shoulders
And you don't got to deal with nothin' but yourself as solider
You feelin' like you are deteriorating a littler slower
But you know for a fact, it's only just you growin' older
And when the curtain closes in your head and no one is there
You fade to black and understand that this is all that you fear
It's just a vision in your head, I'ma make this shit clear
That only me, I'm the one that can control my career
Now c'mon
Sometimes man it's talks to me and it makes me feel insane
But why can't it just get out of my brain
Just get out of my of brain
I don't know what it wants from me, but it always brings me pain
So why can't it just get out of my brain
Just get out of my brain
