It took some time to see it
How I was living life
I stole, I cheated, I even died
But my vanity was keeping me alive
Almost had a fictional story
Seeing how I couldn't be right
I tried for better, again and again
Fighting it was leaving me untied
I waited for a reason
But it never came
I've lost the sense of emotion
Given that I haven't been the same
Shared my time with Salinger
Gave my time to Manson
Shared my life with Lennon
Zimmerman took me in