Is this what I want
Or is this just what I think I need to do
I've always had this problem
Differentiating between what I want and what I wanna' do
But for now I'll just ignore me
Cause' that's what I've learned from watching you
Nothin' lasts forever but I needed this to last
Just a little while longer and I'd probably have a pass
But now I'm stuck here idling like a racer on the track
Forever pullin' up the rear
Forever at the back of the pack
Always good at lettin' all my good friends down
I should probably take my own advice and buy myself a better round
But hold up pump the brakes
Can someone let me out
Every time I roll the windows up I can't keep the sorrow down
Nothin' lasts forever but I needed this to last
Just a little while longer and I'd probably have a pass
But now I'm stuck here idling like a racer on the track
Forever pullin' up the rear
Forever at the back of the pack
Something's gotta give before I give up on myself
I keep tryin' things for years
But nothing really seems to help
Inevitably I will end up here all by myself
I can try to do this again
But I refuse to ask for help to ask for help
Nothin' lasts forever but I needed this to last
Just a little while longer and I'd probably have a pass
But now I'm stuck here idling like a racer on the track
Forever pullin' up the rear
Forever at the back of the pack