Antique Gardens - Fever Dream Lyrics

I've burned a couple five hundred bridges
And all of them were my friends
Now I'm lookin' for a different salvation
I'm grasping at the olive branch
Mom and Dad have always told me all I need is to stay the course
Now it feels like all that's bought me is an extra dose of buyers remorse

Somebody told me a long long time ago
I could always choose which way I wanna' go
It feels like I chose this way but I don't know which way I'm supposed to go
So somebody pinch me and wake me up from this fever dream
Wake me up from this fever dream

Is it your will to crush me
Cause' I feel stuck in this reprise
Back and forth between my longing
For a better life and fear of my demise
Please don't look at me with crying eyes
I have always been an emotional man
It's not that I don't love you
I just wanna' love myself again

Somebody told me a long long time ago
I could always choose which way I wanna' go
It feels like I chose this way but I don't know which way I'm supposed to go
So somebody pinch me and wake me up from this fever dream
Wake me up from this fever dream
Wake me up from this fever dream
Wake me up from this fever dream
Wake me up from this fever dream