Anval - 13 Years Lost Lyrics

Where did the time go I don't know I don't know
Thirteen years
Gone in a blink
Used to think I had time but the years ran fast
One drink one night now I'm stuck in the past
Missed birthdays missed laughs missed calls I ignored
Thought I had forever now I'm not so sure
Watched friends move on while I stayed in place
Lost in a bottle couldn't keep up the pace
Told myself next week I'll get it right
But weeks turned to years and I lost sight
Thirteen years lost where the hell did they go
Said I'd slow down but I drowned in the flow
Missed the moments that mattered let them slip through the cracks
Now I'm chasing lost time but I can't get it back
Blacked out nights turned to blacked out weeks
Forgot what joy felt like forgot how to speak
Woke up in strange rooms didn't know where I was
Familiar faces fading all because of the buzz
Anxiety crawling couldn't sit in my skin
Felt the walls closing in nowhere to begin
Didn't trust myself didn't trust my mind
Stuck in a loop trying to rewind
Thirteen years lost where the hell did they go
Said I'd slow down but I drowned in the flow
Missed the moments that mattered let them slip through the cracks
Now I'm chasing lost time but I can't get it back
Saw my reflection didn't know that man
Dreams I once had slipping through my hands
Couldn't fake it no more couldn't hide the truth
Wasted all my twenties almost lost my youth
But scars don't fade they tell the tale
Of how I fell down but refused to fail
Can't get those years back can't change the cost
But I'm here today and I'm done being lost
Thirteen years lost where the hell did they go
Said I'd slow down but I drowned in the flow
Missed the moments that mattered let them slip through the cracks
But I'm done with the past now I'm taking it back
Thirteen years gone