Anval - One More Round Lyrics

Feel that
That rush
That high
That's control but you ain't got it do you
Eighteen thought I had life mapped out
One bad move now I'm shackled in doubt
Felon for life doors slammed in my face
So I turned to the bottle let the burn erase
That's it just one won't hurt
Take a sip let the numbness work
F*ck the past f*ck the pain
This is peace don't you wanna feel sane
Nah then why my hands shake when I don't drink
Why my body sweat why my thoughts sink
Why my phone full of ghosts people I pushed away
Why the f*ck can't I find a reason to stay
One more round another mistake
Falling too deep no escape
Flashing lights but I see no face
Crowded room still feel misplaced
See you good ain't nothing wrong
Ain't nobody worried you been here all along
Ain't nobody judging ain't nobody cares
You alone anyway so who's even there
I was just tryna take the edge off
Now the edge took me I'm way too lost
Clock says 3 but I swore it was 10
Where the f*ck am I How'd I get here again
Eyes bloodshot mirror cracked wide
Staring at myself but there's someone inside
He got my face but he ain't me
That ain't my reflection what the f*ck do I see
One more round another mistake
Falling too deep no escape
Flashing lights but I see no face
Crowded room still feel misplaced
Wait where the f*ck am I
Who the hell are these people
You home ain't this what you wanted
Real self
Room spinning hands grip the sink
Face in the mirror but it won't even blink
Tried to stand up but my legs won't move
Feels like the walls got something to prove
Did I say that out loud
Did I black out
Who's that in the corner
Why the f*ck they laugh now
Phone's dead but it's buzzing in my brain
Ain't nobody callin' man I swear I'm insane
Go ahead fall down let it all fade
Ain't no escape you chose this cage
Ain't no tomorrow ain't no dawn
Close your eyes c'mon it won't take long
Wait what year is it
Thirteen thirteen thirteen