Always on my mind
But now I'm really f*cking done
With your bullshit, always crying
But now you got me way too numb
To even care, you're in despair
F*ck it I never felt the sun
Always cloudy where I remain
Anxiety got me feeling dumb
Our memories cause me pain
I really wish that I could run
I put it down all into words
But you still understand none
Let me go I ain't worth love
Darling, what you fighting for?
Arguing day and night
No time, can't do this anymore
Yeah I love you, and I hate you
You're that poison in my veins
The thorns, the petals on blue roses
They all just feel the same
Let me go I ain't worth love
Darling, what you fighting for?
Arguing day and night
No time, can't do this anymore
Yeah I love you, and I hate you
You're that poison in my veins
The thorns, the petals on blue roses
They all just feel the same
Could've made a few
Yeah I could've made some more
Stacking bands in a trance
Yeah I'm busy don't you call
Misunderstand everything
That I'm tryna do
All of my success
Yeah I'd give to you
Got me frustrated and stuck
Left or right or up
I do the dash get in my whip
Girl I need time, wait what the f*ck
Do you think, that you're doing
Now you bragging, now you boasting
When I'm the one that has been soaking
All the pain that you've been causing
My heart's gone empty but not broken
Diamond necklace, got it frozen
Just for you, if not misspoken
I been working, you been rolling
Passed on all of your emotions
On the floor you crying oceans
It hurts girl but now I'm going
Toxic love, please stop provoking
Our memories cause me pain
I really wish that I could run
I put it down all into words
But you still understand none
Let me go I ain't worth love
Darling, what you fighting for?
Arguing day and night
No time, can't do this anymore
Yeah I love you, and I hate you
You're that poison in my veins
The thorns, the petals on blue roses
They all just feel the same
Let me go I ain't worth love
Darling, what you fighting for?
Arguing day and night
No time, can't do this anymore
Yeah I love you, and I hate you
You're that poison in my veins
The thorns, the petals on blue roses
They all just feel the same