Apacalda - Male Gaze Lyrics

I see you looking at me
And I want you to leave
You tell me I'm pretty
And you want me to be for you
I'll live I'll die for you
I don't want to be for you
For you

Is there any other way
Than to disassociate from the pain of others
To scream and grab at their limbs
To pause and feel for ours
To do something
Anything

Can you even see me
Do you even hear me
I must have left the gate open
The door unlocked
The curtains drawn back
The music playing just loud enough
So you can sneak in and convince me to trust you
To trust you

You told me that I'll never forget
How you'd make me feel
I'll never forget
But you want to run from the truth
Don't you