I hate your smile
Those words behind your eyes
You're loving this, you're so discrete
I know what you're thinking
It's effortless, the way I walk, it's effortless
It's just a dream to live the way I do
'Cause everything comes easily
Things are just so easy for me like
I never lost my mind, I never really tried
I hate my smile
Those words I speak, I'm full of shit
It's obvious, you know what I'm thinking
It's effortless, the way I walk, it's effortless
I just want you to feel the way I do
'Cause everything comes easily
Things are just so easy for me like
I never lost my mind, I never had to
Hold my breath and count to ten
And clench my jaw 'cause I couldn't take
Till I'm screaming close the door
'Cause it was 5 past 4 and I was
Trying to go to bed but I could
Hear them through my headphones
My headphones
But they had to vent
So I went back to bed, like
Like I never lost my mind
I've always loved my life
I never really tried
I never really tried to get it right