APB - Speak No Evil Lyrics

I don't mean to hurt nobody that I love, I just seem to
When I feel the universe pull me deeper, and deeper
I just seek my truth, Lord have mercy on my mind
Never worthy of my crimes
There I go again trying to justify my lies
I surrender all, but why this healing cut me like a knife?
Why do I? Only love my close ones from a distance
Trap myself inside my prison
When they speak I'm suppose to listen
Instead I mask my flaws with brilliance
Isolation, heart missing, Joy division, transmission
Blade twisting, self-sabotage all within
So much for my confidence
Tight rope on my heart strings, follow the light but it's razor thin
If I could find my new balance, a worn soul (sole) from the wandering
A hundred men couldn't push the stone while thunder and
Lighting strike me top of mountain
The rain pours, furthermore hit the wall
Turn to war, hear the roar for my covenant
Heaven sent, accomplishments
Let them talk, like the conjuring
Devil calls, oh you coming in? Nah
Running with spark and the propane
Put together heart, when it's broken
Drive into the light using both hands
Moving all the pieces, check mate
Close the gate, the locks are thin
It Grows for hate, the monster in
I try to breath, no oxygen, I hyper-ventilate
Colouring the canvas, van gogh
Everything I see in different angles
Dancing with the world I maneuver like a tango
Opportunity come better grab hold
Finna disappear like a phantom
This is for man dem
This is for the quiet, tranquil
This is for the band of friends
Sacrifice everything we have for the plan
Universe given from above and we ran, with it
Nuclear chopped liver, you kidding me
My true ancestors lieutenants
Yeah, out of this world like Jupiter
That high IQ, but flow stupid
Young boy, got land so lucrative
Try stay awake, numb away the pain
Never been a saint, sing Amazing Grace
Try to find the faith, Mom feel a way
Phone call away, feeling insane
Out of my mind, what a great escape
Worst hurricanes, Mass shooting spray
World burst in flames, hope all okay
Whom I to say, all I do is write away
Hope my Words penetrate, all I do is write away
Hope my words penetrate, right away
How it look like when your dreams in front of you
But your demons right behind you
And they feel just a little bit closer
And they sound like Marsha Ambrosius
Say yes and you pardon the focus
Pillar salt be a meal for the locusts, not me
Fall down and pray on my knees
Prophets speak to high priests
Talking sideways I'm cheesed
Highest hills so why pree yuh
All y'all do is hype beast
Kill these guys for my leisure
Get my pockets so deezed
Sorry shorty I can't please yuh
Jesus, please, we ain't concerned with the same things
Don't know the burn to remain king
All blood in for the paintings
Only inward that I'm chasing
I was baptized no basin
Washed with the blood new Jason
Grew new wings I was caged in
All the fear thoughts I was based in
Look at me now nigga I'm amazing
Look at me now nigga I'm amazing