Apeman - STONE Lyrics

Open your eyes look me dead in my soul
Open your mind you'll believe what I wrote
My eyes don't lie
Eight or nine times I done told
I done felt the weight of the world fall off of my shoulders
I done felt the girl I done promised proposing promoting emotions eroding
Solace only apropos
Mountains from molehills
I cannot go there
I made the most of enclosing my soul
I turned that alcoholic to a prophet of stone
I ain't in it for gold
I'm free but I'm lonely
I do not care if she want me
I done been blinded by eyes and desire for love
Shut it all out told that ho to shut up
Walls went up
Only see straight from above
Slightly irate cause I hate getting hugs
I done fell one time
Never meant to hurt anyone
Like a surgeon
I done put hearts on ice
I done lived two separate lives
I remember geeking alone on my birthday
Whole family knew I was fried
I ain't have friends to rely on
Turned that to spite made a hill I could die on
Truly alive only counting on me to survive on
If she wanna die that her life tell her f*ck it
We ain't gon spill no tears in the bucket
Why your nails painted?
Face pierced?
Eyebrow razored?
Ho cause I love it
Why you so angry?
Face mangled in the mirror
Appearance crazy cause I done it
I don't see shapes I see colors
I don't feel rage or a sense of distaste
I've become it
I don't feel anxious
I feel gracious
I feel hunger
I don't feel pain
I feel safe when my wounds need a mother
It's f*cked cause she in the other room doing something
I know I'm bugging
It ain't no drugs in my stomach
Not a substance in my system
I'm locked in the house
If I leave or I pop me a bean you gon see me in prison
Ape on his everyone that my eyes read enemies
I'm a villain
I'll become a myth just to frighten these children
Titans and glyphs or the Mayans inspired these hits
Maybe it's the life leaving from a fish
Or the scenes I done seen while my mind was in limbo
Sit back wait for the moon to crescendo
I hit the backstreets we fogged the window
I turn my back turn a wife to a widow
Stone
I put a bitch on the front street
All of my bitches got guns
I told that ho roll my blunt shit
I told that ho roll my blunt shit
I'm on my numb shit
I'm on my numb shit
I told that ho hold my lungs shit
F*ck
AHHHHH
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
AHHHH
F*ck
F*ck
I been making this history
Killing sprees
Ya ain't been watching me do it
I been up top told her don't look down
I been up top I just popped three now
I been up Imma jump right now
I been up top I cannot slow down
I been up top I cannot get down
I been up top I cannot get
I been up top I cannot get loud
I been up top how I'm not getting loud
I been up top I cannot slow down
I been up top motherf*cker I'm down
I been up top I been smoking on huh
What you could say to me
What you could say to me
Look in my face ho what you could say to me
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
AHHHHHH
F*ck
F*ck
F*ck
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F*ck
F*ck