Seems like I'm always falling short but I swear that I tried
Inside imaginary places, escape day and the night
I found that beautiful things came with a change in my mind
I know that beautiful things exist in everyone's heart
I've seen a lot of people come and go, the days passed me by
I've seen a lot of people shoot their shot with fear in their eyes
I saw some beautiful things every time that you cried
Just know there's beautiful things when you look at yourself
To all the times I bled if I cut myself
It hurt more to know that you ain't love yourself
Hurt more to chase the pain with bottles
The decisions had me nauseous
The prescriptions made me hollow
And I, I'm liberated now
I enjoy the journey, I anticipate things now
You can't stop a runner from running
Can't stop a schemer from dreaming
I needed the grief to heal
To find the strength to believe in
Everything I ever loved
Both taken or walked away from
Either way now it's all gone
I promise in the next one that my spirit will live on
Love should always feel selfless, why I had to let you go
Seems like I'm always falling short but I swear that i tried
Inside imaginary places, escape day and the night
I found that beautiful things came with a change in my mind
I know that beautiful things exist in everyone's heart
I've seen a lot of people come and go, the days passed me by
I've seen a lot of people shoot their shot with fear in their eyes
I saw some beautiful things every time that you cried
Just know there's beautiful things when you look at yourself
But I am not a victim
I am not an alcoholic nor am I a privileged white chick
All the nights we spent in Sydney, at your side just like some sidekicks
And the moonlight on the harbor will never outshine your outlook
I'm not sorry that I left
You're probably better off without me
Like the rest I guess except
I couldn't share my dreams with you, I can't think of why
Ash you have a heart of gold, you want no part of this life
First there's love
And it feels like a beautiful smothering
Then comes this pain, the creation of wondering
Where it went wrong, I will shout out my lungs
Because it helps with the pain when I'm feeling alone
There are beautiful things, every time we're depressed
Every time we get down, know we fight to the end
How to cancel this pain and the blame that we gave ourselves
Beautiful things every time that we see ourselves