Apollo Kade - I'll Be Gone by October Lyrics

Yea I hate being sober
Good gas thats the f*cking odor
Popping all these pills till it's over
I'll be gone by October
Higher than the f*cking Mars rover
Mix a lot of perks in my soda
Yea I hate being sober
Good gas thats the f*cking oder
Popping all these pills till it's over
I'll be gone by Ocotber

I'll be gone by October
Please dont call me when its over
Cause nobody f*cking showed up
I was all by lonely
Fighting demons by my doley
Doing drugs on the lowkey
Hoping that a nigga od
Told my bitch hold me closely
Cause i'm living to die
Id rather book a flight to hell
Before im living a lie
Why everybody wanna love me when I say wanna die
But when I look around aint no f*cking love by my side
I always knew i'd crash and burn or its a suicide
Cause everybody got a date when they due to go die
Im in control of my destiny so i'm ending mine
Yea I just wanna die
I wonder if she'll cry
Would she run too my side
Or would she say its shame
And live her life the same
And I wont cross her brain
I'm just a teardrop in rain
Girl i'm fading away
I'm just a teardrop in rain
Girl i'm fading away

Yea I hate being sober
Good gas thats the f*cking odor
Popping all these pills till it's over
I'll be gone by October
Higher than the f*cking Mars rover
Mix a lot of perks in my soda
Yea I hate being sober
Good gas that's the f*cking oder
Popping all these pills till its over
I'll be gone by October
Higher than the f*cking mars rover
Mix a lot of percs in my soda
I'll be gone by October

I'll be gone by October
Yea I know you did wrong
But whose hurt when its over
Always knew it all along
I was meant to be a loner
I just write these f*cking songs
Tryna keep my composure
Need a pound im smoker
Razorblades on my f*cking choker
Goth bitch she want me to choke her
Yea I hate being sober
Drop top whip like im homer
Shooting out the window like the joker
She say im bi polar
Told that bitch that I don't even know her
So dont act like I f*cking owe her
Got these demons in my head
Bitches in my bed
Drugs up in my system
Mixed up with regret
Aint nobody listen
Till a nigga dead
So imma say f*ck the world with my last breathe
And imma say f*ck my ex until that bitch dead
And too all my niggas kill em with success

Yea I hate being sober
Good gas thats the f*cking odor
Popping all these pills till it's over
I'll be gone by October
Higher than the f*cking Mars rover
Mix a lot of perks in my soda
Yea I hate being sober
Good gas thats the f*cking odor
Popping all these pills till it's over
I'll be gone by October
Higher than the f*cking Mars rover
Mix a lot of perks in my soda
Yea I hate being sober
Good gas thats the f*cking odor
Popping all these pills till it's over
I'll be gone by October
Higher than the f*cking Mars rover
Mix a lot of perks in my soda
Yea I hate being sober
Good gas thats the f*cking odor
Popping all these pills till it's over
I'll be gone by October
Higher than the f*cking Mars rover
Mix a lot of perks in my soda
I'll be gone by October

When I die
Mail the ashes to my mother
And tell my bitch that i love her
Said when I die
Mail the ashes to my mother
Tell my bitch that I love her