Apollo Unity - Medication Lyrics

I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I wanna feel the medication
As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside
I don't wanna feel alive, I don't wanna feel the same
Every bone in my body tells me to shake up and break my head open
I just look at you and look up at the sky one more time
And when I wake up in my life
You wanna tell me that I'm ashamed of your heart and my soul
I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I wanna feel the medication
As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside
I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna feel the medication
As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside
Let me be honest
I used to pop some pills because it was fun
Now I'm looking at my soul
Too many heartbreaks because of an addiction
And I can't even feel no more
I just wanna hit the road
As I ride, I'm driving 120 Till I hit a truck and just die
I don't wanna feel alive I don't wanna feel the same
Everybody in my body tells me to shake up and break my head open
I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna feel the medication
As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside
I look at the sky with a burning sensation I don't wanna be alive, I don't wanna feel the medication
As I numb up, I wanna feel alive But yet I'm feeling kinda dead inside