Love Letter to Suicide / Skipping November Video (MV)

Walk out (walk out)
Front door (yup)
Never (gonna)
Look back (nope)
Talking (shit)
No more (huh)
I can't (what)
Believe that (uh)
You were (you were)
Just a (what)
Pain in (what)
My ass (tell 'em)
Said you (always)
Loved me (nope)
You ain't (ever)
Mean that

Where'd my love go
Where'd my love go (Where is she)
Where'd my love go
Where'd my love go (Where is she)
Where'd my love go
Where'd my love go (Where is she)
Where'd my love go
Where'd my love go

I saw the messages he sends you (mhm, mhm)
I know exactly what he wants to do
You cut things off so f*cking quick it looked so painless
Everything you said to me it always sounded so damn brainless (mhm, mhm)
Tell me now (right now)
Did you ever fool around (aw damn)
I was deaf (so deaf)
Couldn't hear a single sound (damn right)
Now you're gone (way gone)
Part of me is so relieved but pardon me I'm sorry cuz that shit is hardly what you want from me
I gave you all of me
And I thought you did the same
But looking back, saw something change
Must've felt single in your brain
The way you looked at me caused pain
There was no love in those damn eyes
Ignoring me while we're in bed, too busy texting other guys
This is my love letter to suicide
Treat it like it's do or die
I'm about to lose my mind
If tomorrow ain't you and I
If you ain't here by my side
Just know that I buy my time
You wouldn't understand me even if you lived my life

This shit be weird
I wanna know how we both got here
Looking down at my bro, I don't know if he's mad or in fear
Let me make this bullshit clear
That bitch was f*cking nuts
Arguing over stupid shit that don't matter
Every time I would hear them chatter
I would follow it with laughter
He kept the peace
She made it her mission to always be mean
Behind the scenes
He told me that she was the girl of his dreams
But lately their love hasn't been what it seems
That's where it started
Now that he's split up he's feeling cathartic
Damn she is garbage
Heard she don't think of him, he is the opposite I guess he took it the hardest
F*ck

Now I'm stuck
Give a f*ck about traditions
Only upside to this bullshit, I don't gotta hear you bitching
Saw you switch before it happened, darling listen
Just don't call this shit a diss
It's a f*cking load of laundry and I'm airing that shit
Loaded clip
To my heart
Blast that shit to f*cking pieces
I thought we would
Go far
All you needed was a reason
Spent your days
Going hard
Antagonizing me for fun
I can't believe I ever looked at you and said you're the one
Shit

Now I live inside a foreign place
Waking up to empty beds, just wanna see your face
Constant reminders causing pain
The memories I can't erase
Need to bathe myself in bleach because your love was a stain
I just need to know
If you think of me too
I just need to know
If he's better
Cuz I want you to be happy, yeah that much is true
Even if happiness only comes from someone new
Please don't mention her
I don't wanna talk about her
Please don't mention her
I don't wanna talk about her
Please don't mention her
I don't wanna talk when
I swear to god it hurts

I'm skipping November
Cuz I can't keep on going
Skipping November
Cuz without your love I'm hopeless

Who's that song about
Who's on your mind when you listen
Cuz looking at your face, it can't be me
I just want to give you all my greatest qualities
But every time I tried you acted like you couldn't see
Put your glasses on
Take those walls down
Listen to this song
It's only us now
You knew that you'd be fine whenever you would leave
But you failed to see how much you really meant to me
Please don't mention her
I don't wanna talk about her
Please don't mention her
I don't wanna talk about her
Please don't mention her
I don't wanna talk when
I swear to god it hurts

I'm skipping November
Cuz I can't keep on going
Skipping November
Cuz without your love I'm hopeless
I just need you in this moment