When you close my eyes
I see the fractured truths you hide
In the stillness that whispers mine
I wonder if I've lost my mind
Where do I belong, I've seen too much
And now I feel so worn
In this world of frost and stone
My hands are always cold
And I am sinking in this denial
Pulled by longing and desire
I vow, I act like it's not a lie
Oh I pretend, though I don't believe you
Help me understand
I can't keep living in this pretend
There's a fire burning within my soul
A world you'll never know
Where do I belong, I've seen too much
And now I feel so worn
In this world of frost and stone
My hands are always cold
And I am sinking in this denial
Pulled by longing and desire
I vow, I act like it's not a lie
Oh I pretend, though I don't believe you
Every glimpse behind your eyes
Brings more shadows into the light
You weave illusions seamlessly
Yet each thread unravels
Before me
I am caught between what I know
And what I wish to be true
Teach me how to breathe again
In spaces where lies no longer suffocate
Where the cold can't reach the warmth inside
Where my heart doesn't need to hide
Go
Every step forward seems mired in the past
Maybe I should learn to stand alone
I start to hear the whispers of my heart
Where do I belong, I've seen too much
And now I feel so worn
In this world of frost and stone
My hands are always cold
And I am sinking in this denial
Pulled by longing and desire
I vow, I act like it's not a lie
Oh I pretend, though I don't believe you