Aqualine - Better Off Lyrics

I'm sitting in the dark again
I'm thinking it can only get better
I fell into the stars and then
I realised that nothing really matters
I'm sinking and I can't descend, it's the end,
And I feel like I won't ever recover
But I'm better off now
Better off now
I'm floating in a crowd
And no-one's around
I'm better off now
It'll never be over
Reading pages from my past
I held onto a few
To make the good ones last
And I'll spend time in the sorrow city
I can't let go of the poison in me
And I feel like I'll never be over
What it feels like whenever you're over
Taking my time cus soon I'll be older
But I hate life I wish it went slower
I'm convinced right that I'm meant to move on
But whenever I try
I never get closer
Hating myself, I feel like a stranger
Where have I gone?
And when will I return?
I'm better off now
I'm better off now
Do it all again
I'm better off now
It'll never be over