ar33na - still let go Lyrics

Born with a mind that can be shaped
Carry a will that tends to break
Finding myself chasing anything to take

You lighten the mood of a crowded room
I looked for your touch to lift me, too
You gave me the courage to care a little less

Bruises and shame i find within
The actions that you coerced me to take
Convinced me I was too broken on my own

I broke some hearts for you
Lied and cheated too
You ruined lives for fun
I was just another one

I let my funds run out
To keep you in my blood
You turned me so damn cruel
And traumatized me too

But I can't still let go
An hour of bliss makes me less alone
I wake up miserable
Yet I can't still let go

Its all so typical
I throw my morals out the door
I know i'll hate myself
Yet I can't still let go

Learned all the signs when I was young
As long as I knew then what's the harm
Never thought I would trap myself within rush

Looked as though I was in control
I'd be the one to order you
Little did they know I was only trying to cope

I broke some vows for you
Lied and hid it too
You ruined lives for fun
I was just another one

I let my worth run out
To keep you in my blood
You turned me so damn cruel
And traumatized me too

But I can't still let go
An hour of bliss makes me less alone
I wake up miserable
Yet I can't still let go

Its all so typical
I throw my morals out the door
I know i'll hate myself
Yet I can't still let go

Whispers of my character and physical appearance
Circle in my head until i start to fall short of oxygen
You took advantage of my
Vulnerability
Convinced me that my value on my own
Is next to nothing

But I don't want to live under your terms
Lose myself in the process
I'll find a way to heal
And learn to trust the girl within

(Still let go)
Scared to learn the damage done
Scared to function all alone
Scared that I'm not strong enough
(Still let go)
Scared to learn the damage done
Scared to function all alone
Scared that ill come running back

Scared but I will still let go
(Still let go)