Arcanoone - Drowning Lyrics

What have I done how did I get here?
Every day feels like a heavy atmosphere
This isn't the life I dreamed or the place I chose
Each moment's a weight and it endlessly grows

I used to love the sound of your voice in the room
But now it echoes like a song out of tune
I don't want to hurt you but I can't pretend
This is a story that needs to end

I'm drowning I'm restless I'm fading away
Each second each heartbeat I can't seem to stay
I don't want to break you don't want to cause pain
But staying here is driving me insane
I used to find comfort in the ties that bind
But now the only escape is to leave you behind

The walls are closing in; I can't see the sky
I'm caught in this cage and I don't know why
Your touch feels like a chain I can't break free
I'm losing myself in the shadow of "we"

I don't hate you I promise but I need to breathe
This suffocating silence is begging me to leave
I've searched for the answers I've tried to stay
But the truth keeps pulling me further away

I'm drowning I'm restless I'm fading away
Each second each heartbeat I can't seem to stay
I don't want to break you don't want to cause pain
But staying here is driving me insane
I used to find comfort in the ties that bind
But now the only escape is to leave you behind

I don't want to be the villain in your eyes
But I can't keep living this beautiful lie
You deserve someone who wants to stay
And I need to find myself along the way

I'm drowning I'm restless I'm fading away
Each second each heartbeat I can't seem to stay
I don't want to break you don't want to cause pain
But staying here is driving me insane
I used to find comfort in the ties that bind
But now the only escape is to leave you behind

So I'll walk away with love in my heart
Even though it's tearing me apart
This isn't the end I wanted to find
But to save my soul I'll leave you behind