Seeing me for everything that I'm not
Just because I have the eyes of the man you fought
Delusions of someone else clouded your vision
And all you saw me for was someone else
Never able to fall back to you
The one person you're always supposed to be able to
These conflictions bring me pain,
The choices I make bring me shame
But I have to get away
Spitting your venom, it dissolves through my skin
Now I feel your insecurities within
An everlasting spell you've put me in
I'm realizing that you're poison
A slap to the face for not being obedient
For reacting to what you let me witness
Violence, anger, and pain is what you put in front of me
Expecting me to see things differently
Never able to fall back to you
The one person you're always supposed to be able to
These conflictions bring me pain, The choices I make bring me shame
But I have to get away
With no sense of self accountability
You'll never be able to see what you've done me
Why can't you just f*cking see
Spitting your venom, it dissolves through my skin
And now I can feel your insecurities within
An everlasting spell you've put me in
I'm realizing that you're poison