Arenhate - Isolation Lyrics

Shit. WHAT HAVE I DONE!
(YESSSS. PAINNNNNN)
NOOOOO

The voices told me to submit
See my face gleaming in the blade
Saw the road, one step forward
I see the lights,
The life
Flash before my eyes
I hear screaming and screaming
As I hear bones breaking

Suicide thoughts, the amount of times I tried it
I failed, resorted to cutting my wrist
(This feels good)
I remember seeing the lights
About to drift off,
Then a hand telling me to stop

See the blade in my hand,
See the gun to my head
All these dreams and no progress
All these fake friends
It feels like a test if my patience
I see the cut on my wrist
The hole in my head
[whisper] I see my dead body, lurking next to the man with a sythe
:

Suicide thoughts, the amount of times I tried it
I failed, resorted to cutting my wrist
(This feels good)
I remember seeing the lights
About to drift off,
Then a hand telling me to stop
:

Hurting my friends, hurting myself
What have I done
I AM A CUNT
NARCASISTIC PRICK
Lonely yet it's my fault
Sad yet it's my fault,
The voices whisper to me
Telling me to end it
Karma is a bitch
I've learned that from my actions

IT CAME BACK TO HAUNT ME

Suicide thoughts, the amount of times I tried it
I failed, resorted to cutting my wrist
(This feels good)
I remember seeing the lights
About to drift off,
Then a hand telling me to stop


What should I do?
I have no goals
All my hope evaporated
Mabee I should die
Why am I alive
I tried once
Twice
I tried 40 time and failed
Hurt me, abuse me, what the f*ck am I
Turned into a monster
Sent to tourtière
My friends