Ares Silver - sunshine & rainbows Lyrics

Sunshine
Life is sunshine and rainbows
I said sunshine
I've learned to be hateful
(Oh the sunshine)

One, two, three, four
Months gone by floating off with life, like
One, two, three, four
Stop for a second, then a whole lot more, like
Four, three, two, one
I say I'll keep working till my work is done
Ten, nine, eight, damn
The list doesn't end till the end of time
They tell me the ADHD ain't so good for the
Impatient things that I feel I should do
But I listened a little too much now I don't want to
Move on with the shit I would do if I could, like
My life's on pause for a month and a quarter
Then year after year I am given no quarter
It's hella misleading, we're running a marathon
But all the deadlines overwhelm me in the short term

So I sit in my car and I speed on the highway, or
Slow roll these streets till the end of the byway
I miss my days as a stoner where I'd pay for
Thirty a quarter and roll up a lightweight
Just something mellow, cause f*ck paranoia
All just a blue dream without the sequoia
Tryna to figure out how to move to La Jolla
When I got a baseline of North California

I have to drive to the airport tomorrow
And I'll see my folks give em bad news and sorrow
Cause I failed my classes, they warned me to drop em
But I wanted out of this city so f*ck em
I'll pay my dues in a few years
It's hard to consider what's coming
When it's in the future
Closing your eyes on the road is the method
To ending up stranded without a solution

Or end up dead
Yeah I've thought about it
Life is overrated, I'm just saying I've got doubts about it
Haven't felt this way since Adam took his f*cking life up out it
I'm a bit afraid that these thoughts are coming up again
And I think I should stop
Before I get too deep
My psychologist keeps telling me depression is a thing
My parents keep telling me I need more sleep but honestly
I think I could sleep if my sleep were a bit more comforting

I'm too impulsive and way too myopic
I cannot play for the bullshit and stop it
I'm pessimistic and call it realistic
Then I go ballistic when they tell me drop it
I'm narcissistic, (one, two, three, four)
I'm perfect infallible
Mental unparalleled, (months gone by)
I am (open up my eyes, like)
Godly

People keep treating me shitty (one, two, three, four)
So I must be shitty (close em for a second)
My arrogance kinda ironic (not a f*ckin second more)

Half of my memories treated like fiction (one, two, three, four)
And, apparently, that is a symptom
(i'm running out of time, but that feeling's ignored)
Of A.D.D. (one, two)
But they feel real to me (three, four)
So i take part in real life (life is just a game, i'm losing)
Psychosis addiction (days keeping score)

One, two, three, four (Four, three, two, one)
Months gone by, floating off with life, like
One, two, three, four (Four, three, two, one)
Stop for a second, then a whole lot more, like
Four... Two... (Four, three, two, one)
I say ill keep working till my work is through
Like ten... eight...(ten, nine, eight)
If this shit doesn't end sometime soon,
I'm screwed, (I'm screwed), I'm screwed, (I'm screwed)

Sunshine
Sunshine and rainbows, I hate those
The muthaf*ckin sunshine
In life, theres much to be grateful
Sunshine
Life is sunshine and rainbows
I said, sunshine
I'm far too ungrateful
Oh, the sunshine