Aris - Living Dead Lyrics

Stick your dick in every city from Chicago to LA
When I asked you what was up you didn't have no shit to say
I killed a part of me because I knew you wouldn't stay
You know that shit was free but I still shoulda made you pay

Spent the summer waiting for you to come home you f*cked it up
When all I ever wanted was for you to show me love
So hit it from the back and feel my thighs covered in cuts
Keep telling me I'm not okay and now I've had enough

Self destructive, suicidal
Losing my mind in the tidal
Wave of pain is taking over
How much longer til its over

Took me in the back and showed me off to all your friends
And in that f*ckin moment never wanted it to end
I know we're not together but can we at least pretend
Can we move past all the heavy shit and start this shit again

You put me through a pain that I never thought I'd know
When you laid in bed with me that day didn't want you to go
Never saw the side of me that I wanted to show
Instead you left to f*ck some whores and clean your bag of blow

Never even tell me what is going through your head
In the moments that I need you most you just leave me on read
Can't count how many sleepless nights and f*ckin tears I've shed
Made me feel alive but now I'd rather just be dead

Self destructive, suicidal
Losing my mind in the tidal
Wave of pain is taking over
How much longer til its over