Aris Le Beau - Solitude Lyrics

I'm sick of this shit spent days in my head
Will I make it out alive am I gonna end up dead
Can't sleep don't eat n I like the empty feelin
I don't want no f*ckin help, I'm not ready for healing
Doesn't matter what I say doesn't matter what I do
In the end we die alone you know I'd rather die with you
Another day in the void another day brokenhearted
Take it back I was wrong can we finish what we started

I'm so ashamed of my past
And I hate my f*cking job
All I wanted was to be the one that you take home to mom
It doesn't matter if I try i'll never have a clean slate
I hate having to explain to everyone that I date
That I'm broken in the head and it will always be this way
Try to shut it out but for me its just too late
Don't ask me about my scars and don't tell me what to do
I hate being on the spot I hate being without you

Stuck inside my head, inside my house inside my mind, its terrifying
I'm so f*ckin sad, if I said any different you know I'd be lying
Try to shut it out, you still afflict my thoughts
It feels like I am dying
Stay or stay away from me i beg of you I'm tired of crying

I'm sick of this shit spent days in my head
Will I make it out alive am I gonna end up dead
Can't sleep don't eat n I like the empty feelin
I don't want no f*ckin help, I'm not ready for healing
Doesn't matter what I say doesn't matter what I do
In the end we die alone you know I'd rather die with you
Another day in the void another day brokenhearted
Take it back I was wrong can we finish what we started

Stay or stay away from me I beg of you I'm tired of crying
Stay or stay away from me I beg of you I'm tired of crying