Arrogance - Nightmares Lyrics

I'm startin' to think these ain't no dreams
These are nightmares
I swear this just ain't what it seem
Don't nobody care
I know some people doubtin' me
So I can't fail
I done lost some family
Life just ain't fair
I'm startin' to think these ain't no dreams
These are nightmares
I swear this just ain't what it seem
Don't nobody care
I know some people doubtin' me
So I can't fail
I done lost some family
Life just ain't fair
I'm startin' to think these ain't no dreams
When I close my eyes to sleep
This shit feel realer than it seems
I don't even wanna sleep
I'm tired of losing family members
Swear this shit breakin' me down
If I'm six feet in the ground
Would that bring y'all back around
I wanna know cus I been contemplatin'
Nobody helpin' me out
I just want em both back
Nobody hearin' me out
No I ain't thinkin' bout offing myself
I just want Ollie them here
I just keep calling on them
They left me lonely out here
I swear these ain't dreams no more
They turnin' into nightmares
Seeing you when I sleep
Knowin' it will never be
R.I.P
I'm startin' to think these ain't no dreams
These are nightmares
I swear this just ain't what it seem
Don't nobody care
I know some people doubtin' me
So I can't fail
I done lost some family
Life just ain't fair
I'm startin' to think these ain't no dreams
These are nightmares
I swear this just ain't what it seem
Don't nobody care
I know some people doubtin' me
So I can't fail
I done lost some family
Life just ain't fair
You don't know what I go through dawg
So don't judge me
I been goin' through this shit for years
So many tears
I don't think I'll ever be the same
Rest In Peace Granddaddy
Rest In Peace Granny
And all my other loved ones
I love y'all