I miss you
And I can't remember why that
Every moment replays slowly in my mind and
Every hour I feel more and more away and
Every moment it feels like everybody's changing
And I know it doesn't seem to make sense why
But for the first time
For the first time in my life I am afraid
Days go slowly
And the weeks go by like hours
In the morning watching shadows on the flowers
In the sunlight of a never ending dream
Wish I could go back
Back to how it used to be when life was easy
Was it ever easy?
I miss you
And I always wonder why that every moment
Feels just like I want to die without you waiting
Waiting just inside the door while I am breaking
Breaking like I did before, before I knew you
Before I knew you
Before I knew you
You know I always felt alone
And what can I do?
When they'll take away my soul?
And I'm so angry
I'm so angry all the time at all the same things
That used to weigh upon my mind
How much I loved you
And how we always felt so free
But now I'm broken
And you're so far away from me
I miss you
And I always wonder why that every moment
Feels just like I want to die without you waiting
Waiting just inside the door while I am breaking
Breaking like I did before, before I knew you
Before I knew you
I wish I never knew you