Saint Video (MV)

I'm just doing what I think your probably doing
F*ckin' cus I wanna beat you to it yeah
Smoking cigarettes to try and get me through it
Doing things that's wrong but I still do it
These women offer up, I don't refuse em nah
Even though I know it won't undo it
Up in the hills distracted with thrills
But it don't matter cus she ain't you
Up in the hills trying to deal
With the fact that I ain't with you
I'm up to smoking at least three packs a day
Ain't gonna sit here and pretend I'm a saint
Nicotine and the women they won't keep me sane
I'm up to f*ckin' at least three girls a week
I'm hoping sex will help me cope with the pain
I can't lie in my mind girl you stay on repeat
I'm just doing things to try and make the day flow
Ain't nothing better than sex to try and let go
Fighting and f*ckin' the only things that I know
Been a mess since the day you chose to go
Tryna' pass the time with liquor by the handle
Get so high to forget you won't be back home
Out in LA these girls wanna play
But I don't wanna cus they ain't like you
Do it anyway just for the taste
But it don't matter cos they ain't taste like you
I'm up to smoking at least three packs a day
Ain't gonna sit here and pretend I'm a saint
Nicotine and the women they won't keep me sane
I'm up to f*ckin' at least three girls a week
I'm hoping sex would help me cope with the pain
I can't lie in my mind girl you stay on repeat