Ash the Weird One - New Beginnings Lyrics

Back on my grind, back on that writing train
Fires building up in the tunnel, I see the light again
Didn't know so much of this pain could fit inside a brain
Hoping I don't end up in my twenties taking Lidocaine
One day we'll be stacking money like an accountant's stock
I'm always grinding, even when I'm chilling on that mountaintop
Dealing with these haters even after like a thousand drops
Who you supposed to call to make the mouthin' stop. Yeah
People finna hate no matter what you do, but don't forget that these motherf*ckers don't
Know what you been through
I work so f*cking much my greatest fear is I'ma die alone
But half the girlies today deserve nothing but the dial tone
Back on my grind, back on that writing train
I finally got the feeling all these days are getting bright again
And if you think of battling, you better get the hell out
I get the cream and have your girlie screaming
That's a 'shout-out
Wanna hold my cash? Better pull up the trunk
Spending every weekend drunk, we all just wanna be young
Investing money in this rap shit
Man, I better make a few good winnings
F*ck the past, this is new beginnings. Hey
Just know there's always a place where everybody's doing straight with not a single complaint
I've always been one with attitude, I was never a saint
Was just a stubborn kid with money to make
F*ck what you think (It ain't nothin' but a brand name)
There ain't no way we ever stoppin
F*ck every girlie who blocked me, hope you overdose on Molly
But thanks to the mom who brought me here
For all the shit, I'm sorry
But spending my life working for someone else just ain't my topic
Growing pains five, I'm done putting up with all the fake shit
And I've been up all night, like I haven't seen the sun in ages
Feeling like I've just been living on a controversial hill
Sticks and stones may break your bones, but I think one more pill would kill
(Shoutout to Cole)
Pass me a drink, I'm ready to kick it
You know I'm heavenly wicked, write a song, cleverly spit it
Only got astounding raps and girls all over town, they dig it
If you think that you can match me, you can get way down and lick it (Oo)
I hope you're feeling alright
A work in progress during the day and fixing problems all night
This is new beginnings for all of us and I'm not above you
And in case you just don't hear it enough, I hope you know I Lo
Back on my grind, back on that writing train
I hope you stay a while so I can have you by my side again
Investing all this time into yourself, you'll make a few good winnings
F*ck the past, this is new beginnings
Hey, hey, new beginnings
This is new beginnings
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New begi- gi- gi
Oh, I don't wanna be alone
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