Please Understand Video (MV)

I don't really wanna text you back

It's four a.m.
My brain has been shut down
The room is spinning around

"No, I don't wanna FaceTime either, it's 4 am"

Ah f*ck

Lying in bed
I'm not thinking anything so don't ask me what I'm thinking
Just tryna be your friend
I don't think that it's a good call
We will have nothing at all
So don't even try to lure in my heart
Don't fall in love with me

I don't wanna be in love
I've been hurt so many times
Just in it for a good time
Not in it for a long time

So please understand, my friend

Sorry if I had too much to drink
I'm telling you this cause I think you deserve it
My heart has been cut in pieces that won't heal up on their own I'm flawed in my soul
Don't you dare
Feel sorry for me

Getting out of bed
The water that I'm chugging in feels like lemon flavored gin
Just get outta my head
Why am I thinking about you
We will have nothing at all
So don't even try to lure in my heart
Don't fall in love with me

I don't wanna be in love
I've been hurt so many times
Maybe this is not a good time
Haven't felt this in a long time

So please understand, my friend

So please understand