Astrixion - Breaking the Silence Lyrics

How could I think
With all these things you said that are haunting me
I brush it off and walk on silently
How could I feel
With all these things you said suffocating me
Your apathy is slowly breaking me
How could I go on knowing you'd never disappear
Suicide would suit me well, but death is my worst fear
Submerge me in your wake, I cannot fight your tide
With you forever in my heart, it tears me up inside
You never loved me, you only caused me pain
Our time was ugly, our love was all in vain
Quit lying to me, this heart you can't mend
Now it's time to break the silence, 'cause I will be your end
How do you sleep
Does your conscience not keep you up at night
I hate you, but you're always on my mind
You're killing me
I'm all alone, yet you're watching me
Since I left, you're always stalking me
Knee deep in my self-pity, my thoughts engulfed in gray
My heart's the catalyst, you drain the life away
Shoot through the emptiness, strike at my fear
Can't you see that you're not wanted
Just get away from here
You never loved me, you only caused me pain
Our time was ugly, our love was all in vain
Quit lying to me, this heart you can't mend
Now it's time to break the silence, 'cause I will be your end
You completed me, yet you left the hole in my heart with hate
You're no part of me, 'cause the things I did you don't appreciate
You never loved me, you only caused me pain
Our time was ugly, our love was all in vain
Quit lying to me, this heart you can't mend
Now it's time to break the silence, 'cause I will be your end