athago - Fraud Lyrics

I'm falling through my mind
I feel like I am blind
Oh, tryna live my life
But I lied, it's a lie
And everyone
Thinks I'm someone that I'm not, oh
They don't realize I'm nothing but a fraud
And I'm tryna live up to the expectation
Oh, oh
And I'm tryna be better than I am
Then I try, I realize I'm a sham
Oh, oh
Cause I'm walking through a fog
Navigate the dark
Lantern in my hand
But it won't light up my path
I have to do the math
Tryna see, but I know that I can't
Oh, oh
Tryna be the one
I know that I can't
Everyone, they look at my face
They say, oh hey, look at you
Oh, you're so creative
Oh, you're so talented
Oh, you are amazing
Oh
But I know it's a lie
Oh I know they are lying to me
Oh, to me
I'm drowning in the sea
I can't breathe, I can't see
I thought I had moved on
From my mistakes
All the days that past
Tell myself I'm someone that I'm not
Tell myself that I am not a fraud
Tell myself that I am on the right path
Tell myself that I have what it takes
Cause I'm walking through the fog, oh
Navigate the dark
Got a lantern in my hand
But it won't light up my path
Have to do the math
And I know that I need help
And I cannot lose myself
But I know that I been selfish
But I said I wouldn't tell
I said I wouldn't tell
No, oh, oh
Truth is, I don't know myself
I have a vision for myself
But do I have what it takes?
I guess only time will tell.