Athena Nadalin - grudge Lyrics

Sweating out a hangover, it's coming out my eyes
I've been waiting for something to burn but I never set the fire
Do it for me, say you're sorry
I draw stars after everything I say
Wish it wasn't true, I won't hang up on you
I'm sure you threw the whole phone away
When I all but begged you to leave me
Start the war, I'll end it early
I will
Hating you was difficult, I turned over my leaf
Into, bigger shoes and newer news, petitioning your release
To the principles I never hired, some enlightened truth
That your disrespectful shots at gentle are just part of how you're bruised
I'm empathetic I am a veteran to boys with dads they never hugged
You're not the first to be a dick, but you were the most fun
Do it for me, say you're sorry
I draw stars after everything I say
Wish it wasn't true, I won't hang up on you
I'm sure you threw the whole phone away
Please do not indulge, my mercy is a fault and it's taking me this way
I don't like to lose, it was all a game with you
That I never let you explain
When I all but begged you to leave me
Start the war, I'll end it early
I did
Nights are short and shifts are long and nobody can move me
In the way you did, I'm playing it, I'm wearing out the movie
It's all shapes and blurs, I'm coming to terms with dust that just won't settle
But, if you'd open, I could close it
I could say a chestful
Do it for me
Say you're sorry
Do it for me, say you're sorry
I draw stars after everything I say
Wish it wasn't true, I won't hang up on you
I'm sure you threw the whole phone away
Please do not indulge, my mercy is a fault and it's taking me this way
I don't like to lose, it was all a game with you
That I still want to learn how to play
I would call it what you want, tonight or for the month
I love to love, never could hold a grudge
I would call it what you want, tonight or for the month
I love to love, never could hold a grudge