heartbeat song Video (MV)

Closer, closer
I am only to be seen
Closer, closer
Everything that is, is me
Bass beat in the staircase, it's the gift that keeps on giving
I give with every break and you are gifted 'cause you know me
Oh, oh
There's a heat wave in the valley so my sheets change and you have me
In your palm and I'm a handful
For now he's being gentle
Keep a toothbrush in his top drawer, joke that I got what I came for
No rush that I could outrun
Calls me "angel," I become one
Blessing Saturdays and hesitations, but he tightens his fist
The Uber driver asks my name, I don't know what the answer is
Made the drive out to the canyon but the view, I couldn't stand it
I had to look up from the bottom
I think that's what I thought I wanted
Off my shoulder, tossed the salt, and I jumped so I could fall
It should've killed me but I'm lucky
Thank the Gods for eat pray loving
Made a friend back in the hostel, spilled my guts and split a bottle
"If I could, I would be different"
She said "that don't sound like forgiveness"
Oh, oh
Ursa Minor from the campsite
I'm a liar but I stand by every gut wrenching confession
It wasn't love but I still meant it
On the brink, you saw my worst side
I'm not embarrassed for the first time
Closest I've been to the truth since the first day I met you
That Reputation Era, I'm still scared of snakes and skinny jeans
Every drunk text, think it won't end, and then you're f*cking free
That Reputation Era, I'm still scared of what you took from me
Sewed my skin down, threw your shit out
Now, I'm everything
I'm not a stunt, I'm not your baby
I don't think you'd like me lately
In a body not a corpse
You can keep resisting or you can call it home
You can call the war off and be better, now you know
Dancing in your crew socks, things are still good when they're not
You are better, you are whole, you can call it home
You can call it home and swallow every sword that you have thrown
Party tricks in your own house, you don't have to do that now
You're better, you are whole, you can call it home
You are better, you are whole, you are home
I am better, I am whole, I am home