I've been dreaming
Dreaming that this all goes right
I've been thinking
Thinking I can win this fight
That started in me
Got no where else to go
I've pushed them all away
Gotta win this fight alone
This fight that I have in my brain
Anxious thoughts in my head
And my overthinking ways
Have pushed me to the end
I think that I'm starting to pay
Oh
I'm tryna find myself
I've been working on my health
But all these voices in my head
Making me feel like I'm dead
But I know
I'll keep trying
I'll keep fighting
To make it out again
I'll keep trying
I'll keep fighting
Ohoo oh
Want the old me back
Yeah yeah, yeah
Want the old me back
I wanna have the old me back
I've been dreaming
Dreaming that this all goes right
I've been thinking
Thinking I can win this fight
That started in me
Got no where else to go
I've pushed them all away
Gotta win this fight alone
This fight that I have in my brain
Anxious thoughts in my head
And my overthinking ways
Have pushed me to the end
I think that I'm starting to pay