I am trying hard to stay awake
Trying to save my day
I am trying hard to get away
In a land of disarray
I cannot find a way to hide
I try with all my might
I cannot seem to lose the grip
I am taking this dark trip
All I am trying to do is live
All I try to dare is give
Into the blackhole of the time
You know I can't survive
I just can't go on
To find myself alone & hack thy soul
I just can't hold on
Untie myself on my own to hack thee soul
That's my goal
I am trying hard to take the leap
Before I go to sleep
I am trying hard to lose this faith
Before it goes astray
I cannot see my wish denied
As it goes out of my sight
I cannot fight the devil within
As I live this deadly sin
All I am trying to do is shift
All I dare to do is gift
Into the blackhole of this fear
You know I can't subside
I just can't go on
To find myself alone & hack thy soul
I just can't hold on
Untie myself on my own to hack thee soul
That's my goal