Thinking back I wonder
I wonder if I could stop the storms of yesterday
So maybe I can finally live for tomorrow
Without the warmth of my joy being faded away
And I look inside to erase it for what seems an eternity
But still it haunts me as a memory
And yet again I wait
I guess the only way I can cope right now is hallucinate.
Just like a picture on the wall
I hang forever flawed, showing my imperfections
I wonder around endlessly
And try to stop to stop all the problems I've had
Or else I know I'll live them once again
And once again I know I'm damned
As hard as I try to forget these
And get away from the things, I've done wrong
There's always someone there to remind me
Of my failures and forgotten favors
My negative thoughts contagious
Emitting their vibrations concentrated and hated abrasions
Stagnation to a new degree
You see it with or without your eyes
You've made these choices all through your life
You try to break the seem of reality and scream
But no one can hear you
Why can't you see the power you hold
Instead of feeling what you do when your told
You see yourself a flaw instead of seeing all
The things that you can be
Can you hear the things that were said
From the screaming voice inside of your head
You know that it's over, it's over it's over
It's over it's over again
It's over
And It's over
It's over
It's over
It's over again
It's over
And It's over
It's over
It's over
Welcome back to reality