Sicily, Pt. 2 Video (MV)

I wanna feel the love
And I wanna feel the hate
How can I feel anything when I'm in this hollow state?
I Wanna take a stand
And I wanna run away
So many mixed feelings trapped inside so what can I say?
Ego made of glass
Cracking in my veins
You Ask me why I do this and I just can't deny why I feel the way I feel inside
I can fake the face and I can tell a lie
In hopes that one day I'll open my eyes ya
I break me down
You build me up
I fall back down
You pick me up
Tears streaming down my eyes
You say that it's alright
Panic Panic
Don't scream
It's only in your dreams
How
Why
Me
I
Why
Ah
WHY
I can't let this mask fall down
I can't let it hit the ground
Facade falling at these seams
Along with my twisted realities dreams
Say the words
I wish I want you
I don't know just how to want to
But our love
Your loves a lie
Say the word
I leave without you
I don't wanna feel I doubt you
So I'm giving up the fight
I wanna feel Your love
And I wanna feel your hate
I want to feel something but this hollow state
I need to take a stand
And i need to run away
Ego made of sand
Falling in my veins
Hour glass is tickin
Time is missing this is different
I'm having this battle in my mind
I'm having this battle and I don't know why
Ask me why I care
But I can't deny
All my feelings are there when your by my side and I look in the mirror
I want to let you in
But I can't give in
It's not you it's me
I break me down
You build me up
I fall back down
You pick me up
Tears streaming down my eyes
You say that it's alright
Panic Panic
Don't scream
It's only in your dreams
How
Why
Me
I
Why
Ah
I can't let this mask fall down
I can't let it hit the ground
Facade falling at these seams
Along with my twisted realities dreams
Say the words
I wish I want you
I don't know just how to want to
But our love
Your loves a lie
Say the word
I leave without you
I don't wanna feel I doubt you
So I'm giving up the fight
I know I lean on you too much
I've started to use you like a crutch
But it's not fair to you and it's not fair to me
All the things that we've been through
Who could've knew that you'd become my hearts glue
My reality ain't the same when you leave me
My sanity slips away and it gets harder to breath
Emotionally I got nothing but this feeling in my stomach
I wanna be there for you
Like you were there for me when I needed you too
I want you to need me like I needed you
You break you down
I'll build me up
You fall back down
I'll pick me up
Tears streaming down your eyes
I'll say that it's alright
Panic Panic
Don't scream
Cuz It's only in your mind
I know how you feel
I know the pain it seems so real
But I know we can make it through
Cuz I finally know the truth
Cuz I can finally admit
That I Love You
Say the words
I wish I want you
I don't know just how to want to
But our love
Your loves a lie
Say the word
I leave without you
I don't wanna feel I doubt you
So I'm giving up the fight