Atypical - PERMANENT Lyrics

Feelings, they're temporary, I
I can barely close my eyes
I might dig my grave tonight
I don't wanna see you cry
It's permanent to die
It's permanent tonight
Don't hurt me, I'm alright
But I'm hurting less when I lie
When you lie to me, lie with me, f*ck me slowly
Bite my neck when I put your ass in motion
I've been, I've been feeling less important
Put me first, I don't care if I'm annoying
Cause it's permanent, it's permanent, it's permanent to die
Am I worthless yet? Just annoying, yeah
I've been told that too many times
But it's permanent I'm turbulent
Just loud and a waste of life
But it's permanent, I'm permanent
It's permanent to die
Keep my body against hers when she's denying
And I see my reflection in the tears I try to wipe
And see her name scarred on my body every night
When I look into the mirror, why aren't you behind?
You're just a memory, girl this is misery
This is the end of me, but it's just beginning
And I can't find my peace, but she's a piece of me
But she's a piece of me, that I found but can't complete
And though I can't compete, you still keep giving me
A couple moments with you, but it's never sympathy
But you still sit with me, and call me interesting
But I can never change, why does this get to me?
Cause it's permanent, it's permanent, it's permanent, oh
And I'm hurting less, I'm bleeding more, But I'm still depressed, I
Cause it's permanent to feel this way It's always in my mind
It's permanent, it's permanent, it's permanent to die