Atypical - reminding you of love. Lyrics

It started when we touched
One day we were playing nice
The next day we were playing rough
But I was nothing but a bum
I caught you slipping when you said the word love
You didn't say it but you let it slip your tongue
I was sitting in your car and acting dumb
From that moment you knew I was just enough
I wanna thank you for letting me be myself
You wrote about me and hid it inside your notebook
And said I treated you the way you wanted, oh
Said that I remind you of the feeling of love
I was just being me, I was just being me
I was not trying to put on a front
You're saying that I'm perfect
But I know I'm not because the things you saw were me
But who I am is just f*cked up
But you were not aware of the person I was
Just what I did to be who i've become
And yet you loved it, saying I look gorgeous
I feel like a window taking credit for the sun
But I love you and I'm f*cked up
Acting up, acting tough
Making you feel like you sucked
You don't suck, you're enough
You called me pathetic cause I never let you in
And I know I was pathetic, I was scared of having bliss
I just pretended I was not looking for something like a bitch
Cause I knew the second that I fell I'd never get to stand again
Oh, Oh, you're the reason life is better
Oh, Oh, I wanna be here forever