Will I ever be what I truly wanna be
Haven't felt fullfilled not for one week
When I think 'bout future I'm sick
Will she think straight or give me the ick
I truly hate what I have become
Look at me how far I have come
But was it all worth it at all
Or should have I already been hung
I dunno cuh I still feel helpless
Oftentimes in all places can't help this
I don't think I'll ever come to my senses
Taking xannies having with death dances
I just wanna finally feel happiness
But everyone will just laugh at this
I don't think I'll ever come to my senses
I think I'll stay forever senseless
And hopeless
Maybe homeless
I'll leave my home soon more or less
Mortal realm is obnoxious
And I'm anxious
Mane I'm trippin' over my own thoughts
I'on need to do drugs they'd only gimme bloodclots
But I still do it anyway
The jamaican man way
Bomboclaat mi haffi have a break
But I really can't cuz it is make or break
For f*ck's sake
Can't I just have a normal life
Not even be a rapper just no longer trife
I hate this aight?
I wanna feel all right
But in hindsight
I really have no sight
I don't think I'll ever come to my senses
I think I'll stay forever senseless
And hopeless
Maybe homeless
I'll leave my home soon more or less
Mortal realm is obnoxious
And I'm anxious
Will it really happen or will I be another failure
Dunno what it'll be it depends on my behaviour
Whatever the f*ck happens I wanna be a saviour
Cuh ion wanna get rich then come out a traitor
What happens happens and who dies dies
I can't express emotions if they're full of lies
And she sighs
As on her bed lies
In a world full of lies
Where everyone's fake
Her telling the truth
Makes her feel fake