Ive been messing with the angels
All they gave me was a spell
Since the earth is down to heaven
I've been guessing this is hell
Thought that i still will prevail
But in this world only is hail
Would god give me strength to inhale
The poison outside in the air
Home is feeling like im not in my place anymore
Feel alone
Long have been the nights since im in my space ion know if its wrong yeah
I've been looking for the diamonds the best not the flawless no chrome
Even though i know im weak i gotta keep my family strong
Bell tolls resonate in my head still from the time i've been
Reaching goals found a sense in my life otherwise i was like them
Lost souls looking for a lil peace of joy tryna match with
Another soul but its a waste of time
Know that its a waste of time
Everything you need baby ill be on the line
I see clarity's in you like into god you're devine
Devine
I've been reaching my higher me ever since
Its a sign
Now Being fully conscious here is a part of me
Where I can excel
Fulfill my need
Fulfill my mental health
Now one last breath
For the battle dealt with
For the moment I cherished
Now one last breath
Can we bear with me
Can you feel and fulling my needs
I cared bout everything but my myself
I'm a change man gotta stick to the same lane
On the wrong side gotta choose faith
Life is just the picture frame
Looking forward time
Moving past the wraith
When it comes Satan
I can't prevail
Instead of ignoringint it
Gotta Have it all in my face
Needa to break the scheme
Keeping the circle tight through dark times
Don't watch Can you save me
I need some healing signs
Step by step
I proceed to help myself
For me its a lot of work
Things i kept
Inside finally find a way
To evacuate but still
No more sense in this life
We keep it on sight and we fight
Nothings right
Thought i did enough but i've been realizing
The fear inside me keeps me alive