Aud Whitson - Songs I Wish I Wrote Lyrics

I don't think I'm a good writer
If I can only write songs about this place
It doesn't make you a good fighter
If you can only fight back when you've been punched in the face
Owen said he needs a new muse
I think that I could use one too
'Cause I used to think I was good at this and now I just feel like shit
I'm listening to songs I wish I wrote
And I'm learning them
And I'm taking notes
God this is embarrassing
I used to think I was a good friend til I did what I did to you
I used to pride myself on kindness
But its not kind if deep inside you're just afraid of what you don't do
Jesus said he needed company
I think that I could use some too
'Cause I used to think I was good at this and now I just feel like shit
I'm listening to songs I wish I wrote
I'm listening to self help books
I'm listening and I'm taking notes
God this is embarrassing