I don't know if I've ever been truly honest with myself, like really sat down and had
A good hard look
Cause who knows why anybody really does anything
There's no rhyme or reason
It's chaos
If I was honest, these last couple of years have taken something from me
Years when there was some level of promise
But then again, I let it happen
I opened the door, I let it in
I saw that fracture in you too
At first it was subtle
At first it was subtle
But I enabled it
I nurtured it
I cared for it
I let it go off
I washed my hands till the skin came off
But I like to flagellate
You handed me the whip
And said do it
And mostly I'm sorry
My God, how I'm sorry
I'm just so f*cking sorry
I'm sorry
I pulled you down
I pulled you down
I dragged you down
I pulled you down
I dragged you down
I pulled you down
I pulled you down
I dragged you down
I pulled you down
I dragged you down
We were content
You were content
We were content
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down
I dragged you down