My insecurities are when
The men I date or deal with sit here
And judge my body for how my body is made up
As if I had a choice in the matter
My insecurity is the fact that no matter how much talent I know I have
I cant sometimes wrap my mind to believe that I actually can do it
It's an insecurity that the people that the community
That I represent and that I am
Don't believe I do what I do or I'm the kind of person that I am
And I don't even know why
But it makes me feel insecure as shit
As if no matter
What I do or how much I've done
Up to up unto this point
It will never matter
Cause for whatever reason people don't like it