I'd wasted my limited years running from monsters that I created
Became a person I thought I'd end up loving, turns out I'd only grow to hate him
Filled up the space where my heart once was,
Now just a cacophonous void
Filled it up with boys and drinks and fun, living just to pursue all the noise
If you're trying to get close to me just turn back now
You shouldn't try to love a ghost who can't remember how
I'm just a little depraved
A little bit crazed
A little on the outside looking into your eyes
A little bit strayed
You're a little too late
If you wanna save me, go ahead and baby take me away from this place, baby go and take me away
Cause baby i'm a little bit
My soul's become well-known for harboring bad choices
A miasmic menagerie of other people's voices
Tried to drown out the pain but I'm still hurt and struggling to find some air
I feel the numbness growing still in my chest... I'm really scared
If you're trying to get close to me just turn back now
You shouldn't try to love a ghost who can't remember how
I'm just a little depraved
A little bit crazed
A little on the outside looking into your eyes
A little bit strayed
You're a little too late
If you wanna save me, go ahead and baby take me away from this place, baby go and take me away from this place
Cause baby i'm a little bit
Trying to find something that is real
'Cause I'm just so sick of how this shit feels
And if I had a chance to just talk to myself
I'd say little one someday you'll get help
Cause you're not depraved
That's just what they all say
I'm telling you from outside these adolescent wildfires
Those tears on your face
You'll find your own place
I promise baby one day you are gonna make it make it away
Yeah you're gonna make it someday
Someone's gonna save you someday