Auturiz - Losing you pt3 Lyrics

I ain't afraid to say I love you
But you left me for that dude
And now you got me lookin' stupid
I'm facin' problems that I can't take
I'm losin' to lust but I'm still prayin
I'm tryna find love, tired of waiting
I feel like dyin' and I can't fake it
But I got music that help me get through it
All the things I told you for you to do me like that, girl, I just can't do it
I been doin' it all before they said anything
I been doin' it all since before they did it
Man, I put you on
I talk to myself more than real people
I'm the only one that understand my feelings
I try to look tough in front of you
But every night I be cryin' bout you
I spoke about you on every song on this album, but you don't care
I be talkin' bout dyin' all the time, but on the real, I'm low-key scared
I had to cut some friends off, cause the people I was hangin' with, they was all weird
And you gone now
Losing you, that was one of my biggest fears
I gotta stay strong, even though I can't live without you
I got no hate for you
As long as you happy, I'm cooling
Even if it's without me