AUX - My Life Lyrics

This is my life I feel good sometimes
You see nothing but the truth when you look into my eyes
Tell you that I got Tourette's diagnosed at age five
Knew throughout my life it'd be hard but I'd survive
Back then told the doctor give me time and I will thrive
Sometimes I wanna fall right off the grid f*ck these teachers f*ck these kids
They said Aux is bout to fight again so let's all drop our bids
He was making fun of me I beat his ass spared his lid
Back from 15 day suspension only to talk to the pigs
That made me sick and when we breached the office I said make it quick
I've been through a lot of shit I need a break where's the Twix
My life ain't a fantasy no friends were making plans with me
My family is my canopy those the roots that planted me
I learn from all the planted trees and grew into the man I be
You asking me if I'm happy serotonin lacking me
People always laugh at me my life is a catastrophe

This is my life I stay up at night
This is my life I don't feel quite right
This is my life I'm depressed I write
This is my life this is my life
This is my life I stay up at night
This is my life I don't feel quite right
This is my life I'm depressed I write
This is my life this is my life

To me the fakes and haters disappear like vapor
Whats major being greater do in the favors
Never got good grades but I write stories on paper
Shout out to the day ones never cut me off no razor
Knew I had the heat I'm gonna ball like a blazer
Hand me the mic I'mma make a move player
Making moves vibing off the things that I like to do
People change and people fake that's why I wrote who are you

This is my life I stay up at night
This is my life I don't feel quite right
This is my life I'm depressed I write
This is my life this is my life
This is my life I stay up at night
This is my life I don't feel quite right
This is my life I'm depressed I write
This is my life this is my life

Who I am today is cause my family I love you mama
I told her one day the stress will go away with lots of commas
I smoke marijuana cause I feel the stress that's in my column
Smoke it medically but they still say they can't see me blossom
16 bars is hard to tell you my mission up from the bottom
They are awesome sisters taught me everything that I was learning
Never trust the teachers only trusted them that was affirming
They would drop assist to me and still get points like Kyrie Irving
Oh I'm burning time is turning Payton Dallas helped me earn it
Mom said Tanner you can make it dad said Tanner go and take it
Grandpa said don't ever fake it Grammy said there's no debating
So the Grammys I am chasing I'm awaiting that I'll make it
Make creations out my words to tell you bout my situation
People give me information don know how I'm operating
Try to further conversations first do more examinations
Rap for me's a medication and I guess your entertainment

This is my life I stay up at night
This is my life I don't feel quite right
This is my life I'm depressed I write
This is my life this is my life
This is my life I stay up at night
This is my life I don't feel quite right
This is my life I'm depressed I write
This is my life this is my life